Respected Brother
Sadar Charan Sparsh

A complete appraisal of te situation at hand.. a reflection of what you have been through all this while ever since your return.. a contemplation of your inner thoughts to be what you wish and for some reasons not able to deliver.. a post that summarises the state of mind in no uncertain terms..

I see that the post tries to address many such issues.. the reconnect.. the schedule on return from Singapore.. the attention that family and business deserves.. the thought of being able to think about the future of the industry amidst all this and above all the intense desire t accomplish what has not been possible..

I would rather hesitate to advise you.. still being a member of the FmXt.. being an almost continuous source of comments over here.. and also being one of the great admirers of your achievements.. I Abhaya Sharma.. feels that what has been made possible by you on the blog.. the kind of attachment and association that you have developed with us.. you do not have to prove us a point or two.. be assured that in the kind of extensively busy schedule and issues to attend you have been more than adequate in being with us for great amount of time.. your dedication to the blog and the people over here does not need any certification.. if that be the right word.. I know it is not.. you are not here to seek rewards and recognition.. you are not here by force.. you are also not here to get yourself amused and be appraised.. you are here brother for that bond.. oh no.. not the chemical bond.. you are here because of the love hat you have received from us over the years.. you are here for the constant and continuous creativity that has been reflected largely on your part and in smaller denominations from us too.. you are here as it is a breathing point for you.. you are here as one needs to feed oneself to get the physical energy.. you need us would be incorrect that we need you and you oblige is nearly perfect..

S bhaai.. take your own time management skills to deliver as and when is possible.. I for ne has never been an enthusiast for the yellow bands.. same may not be true for several others and expectation to hear something personal from you becomes something to cherish as a reward for the association wit the blog.. if you permit me.. the people who had been writing here do wish that a reconnect is possible atleast in words though they would have expected a physical union with you.. oh! don't misunderstand me with the words.. a union always does not mean t be between the two opposite sex.. that I call as lust and not the love.. love for me would mean that you have us in your thought think of us as a part of the family, of a group.. of a band of brotherhood..

May I thus conclude this post.. I do not how far I have been able to reassure you with our expectations.. with your dedication and determination.. yet it would be incomplete if I do not suggest you to not take the 838485 route again.. and yes brother.. I may not feel envious of Rochelle or a Daisy M yet I would say that there are far too many who contribute here more significantly.. if you do mention their names in your posts it does hurt to see tha others are not able to find such a place.. mai apni baat to kar hi nahi raha.. mai kisi aur ka naam bhi nahi le raha.. mai yah bhi nahi kah raha ki aap baaki logon ka naam lo.. kyonki yah sambhav hi nai hai.. you should abstain from including the names of any people i the posts and let that be a uniform policy for all with no exceptions.. aap kah rahe hoge kaisi behudi baat karate ho.. mai kiske liye likhun ya kiske liye nahi likhun yah bataane ka haq tumko kab aur kisane de diya..aap jo bhi samajhe.. mera matlab kisi ki tarafdaari se katai nahi hai.. ek baat jahan mein aai aur maine aap se kah dee.. yah to aap par hi nirbhar karta hai ki aap use kis sense mei treat karte hai.. gile-shikwe jaisa ismein kuchh hai nahi aur aapse kabhi koi gila nahi.. aur shayad kabhi ho bhi na.. mai jaanta hoon ki aapne aisa mauka na kabhi diya hai.. na bhavishya mei aap kabhi doge.. yahi to aapki ek bahut badi khoobi hai..

A purely affectionate
Abhaya Sharma
October 9 2009
PS kabhi kabhi mere dil mei khayaal aata hai.. the nazm was the most beautifully rendered by you in the movie.. and we also know that you have a good recitation powers as well.. then could I suggest that you find some time to render such Nazms and poetry more often.. not for just earning more money.. yet for providing us with an additional source of inspiration.. The way Madhushala has immortalised Dr. Bachchan.. let its rendition or rendition of some other great poets works be a part of some sort of compilation from you in your own highly affluent voice.. bhaai.. mazaa aa jayega.. isase badhakar koi bhi return gift hum logo ko aapse nahi chahiye..